i havent written in a long time so i thought i would fill in the people that actually care. (if you dont you shouldnt be reading this anyways)
My friends are amazing. i love them with everything i have. and my heart belongs to someone i dotn think even wants it. (NOT MYLES. IM NOT A STALKER). Damien Wagner took my heart and broke it into a million pieces. Ive been hurt before and my heart has been broken but with him it just shattered. i dont know how either. we havent known eachother that long. and when he looks at me with his beautiful eyes.... i feel like nothing could make me happier. although his heart belongs to someone else... Second on my list is school. i didnt win wacky wednesday which i so should have. everyone agrees. i mean i had sippy cups in my pants. and a double mohawk. wow. yah. amazing. Third is that i dont knwo what to do now.
With Damien.
With friends.
With family.
With me.
With life.
With anything.
im like a lost puppy wandering around looking for someone to love me. but there is no one that loves me. not in the way i want Damien to. not enough to catch me when i fall. or to make me laugh when im upset. I wish... I only want one wish. I wish Damien would love me back.